This past Tuesday I had surgery on my right shoulder, injury from last February, tripped over the curb at church carrying too many cookies in large Tupperware bowls! Cookies survived better that I did I guess. I have spent the last months trying to figure out how to sleep with shoulder pain (not easy), had shots into the joint, had therapy, am not able to take many anti inflammatory due to medical problems.
Anyway the insurance finally approved it and here I am s/p surgery, rash all over my body from some medication I received in the OR (antibiotics I think). I am doing fine, will be glad when things are back to normal. I will have about a month off from work, so that will be nice. Would like to be able to go to the temple weekly while I am off, spend the entire day there.
We work and we work, and the next thing we know we have been working for many years without a break. I have been out of nursing school for almost 20 years. In that time I can truly say I have had 2 vacations (real ones) and that is it. I have had medical leave 2 other times, both times I was sick, taking care of my mom or s/p surgery.
In this world we live in there are just not enough breaks. Breaks to think, to work on a hobby, to visit someone that has been on your mind. I could not sleep tonight, thinking of all of the things I would like to do when I am off during this recovery.
Visit my cousin Carole, go to see her cabin her husband is building, go to visit cousins who live nearby but I never get to see - life is just too busy. Clean my house well, scrub the rugs, dust the logs, stack wood (OK not me, but can someone finish it!!) Visit our children and grandchildren, get to know them better.
I have worked most of my adult life, I need to figure out how to put my life in better order, I need to learn how to be.....
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